Welcome to This Journey of Love


  • Welcome to my world!

    I hope you’ll stay.

    Since Father’s love changed me

    I have something to say.

  • The One who loves me,

    See, He also loves you

    The things He’s done for me

    He will do for you, too.

  • So come with me

    As I follow the Lamb

    Wherever He goes.

    My life’s in His hand.

  • I trust Him and follow Him

    No matter the cost.

    Without His great love for me

    I would be lost.

  • The words that you find here

    I hope will breathe life.

    In each day and moment

    You’ll find His delight.

  • For surely His love for you

    Is greater than you know.

    Come with me now

    To His presence we’ll go.


  • Changed By Love and Still Changing

    York, Pennsylvania 2011


    Katy, Texas 2012

    Mary Jo Peckham Park


    Katy, TX 2013 Mary Jo Peckham Park



    Katy, TX Honey Farm, 2014


    Katy, TX Honey Farm, 2015

    Katy, TX – MKT Railroad Park Caboose and Depot, 2017

    Katy, TX – Heritage Park, 2020

    Hi, I’m Penney Douglas. I have been married to my precious husband for 33 years. We have been exceedingly and abundantly blessed with 10 children. They all belong to me and my husband. And to think that I was afraid I would never get married! I got a late start (married at 25 and first child at 27), but I guess late bloomers can blossom profusely once they get started.

    I blog for several reasons. I like to keep a record of what we’re doing in our homeschooling and share ideas for other homeschoolers or moms who like to work and play with their kids. I try to encourage families to keep Christ first in their homes so they can be all that they were made to be. I want to help others to draw closer to God. I hope to glorify God and give Him praise for all that He does for us.

    I am constantly learning, changing and growing. Sometimes I feel like a beginner even though I’ve been a Christian since I was 4 years old and I’ve been homeschooling for about 25 years. And I’ve been living for __ years (long enough!).

    But the Lord has been faithful to keep me and my family on an upward climb drawing nearer to Him in spite of our weaknesses and mistakes.

    He has led us on a crooked path across the United States and back and then some. (From Ohio to Kansas City to Arizona to Colorado, back to Kansas City to Illinois to Pennsylvania and now to Texas!) We are still looking for that place to call home. We hope to find it before the oldest chicks are ready to fly from the nest! But our desire is that they land somewhere near us even when that time comes.

    We are believing God for miracles of provision. We have already seen many. We suffered the loss of our home 16 years ago. Now we live in a different state, and my husband is making more money than ever before. But the money is beside the point. What God did in each of our hearts, convincing us of His reality and His love for us, is worth more than all of the houses or money in the world. But now He has enabled us to help others in need, and we are grateful for the opportunity to bless others.

    Our children are truly gifts from God. They learn from us and teach us so much. I would never have known even a fraction of how much God loves me if I had never had the opportunity to be a mother to my precious children. They are teaching me even more as they grow in wisdom and understanding and we share together what the Lord is teaching us.

    Family was God’s idea. Marriage was His idea. God has good ideas. His ideas work.

    He wants our families to be training grounds for children (and adults) to learn His ways and right ways of relating to God and to people. We learn how to die to ourselves when others are dependent on us, and when we have to learn to get along with the people around us in order to experience peace and harmony. The rough edges are rubbed off as we care enough to be honest with each other and humble ourselves to receive correction even from those younger than ourselves.

    God created us because He wanted a family. That’s more than a trite saying. He created us in His image so that He could have sons and daughters that would look like Him, act like Him and love Him. He wanted to be a father.

    He created you so He could love you. Receive His love for you. Let Him be your Daddy.

    2023 Year in Review Part 7

      NNever trust the media!


    Did you see that the FDA pulled a bait and switch? They approved the bivalent only on vaccinated people because there was no trial in unvaccinated. Now they just changed the indication and said everyone can have it! No RCT. No trial. No approval process. They used the influenza model that they programmed people to accept for 20 years. And did you notice that nobody in the medical community objected to this at all? Stunning!! Who needs clinical trials? This will really streamline drug approval in the future. And of course, Congress is never going to ask about this because they trust the FDA. That’s how science works! I just thought you’d like to know.


    ⚫️🔺mRNA Vaccinated Food: American Farmers To Begin Injecting Livestock With mRNA Shots This Month. 💉 🩸 ☠️

    Listen to this explosive testimony from a whistleblower on crimes against children propagated by the US government…
    Crimes against children will unite the world…
    “I volunteered to help the Biden administration with the crisis at the Southern Border…I thought I was going to help place children in loving homes. Instead, I discovered that children are being trafficked through a sophisticated network….Now whether it’s intentional or not, it could be argued that the United States Government has become the middle man in a large scale multi billionaire dollar child trafficking operation that is run by bad actors seeking to profit off of the lives of children.. I do not view this as a political issue…
    Realizing that we were not offering the children the American dream but instead putting them in modern day slavery with wicked overlords was a terrible revelation.”
    1933: 150,000 Jews gathered in Chicago for a “historical pageant” to simulate a child sacrifice to Moloch.
    The event was called ”The Romance of a People”
    It was organized by the Zionist Organization of America.
    Israel was later founded by the Rothschilds and other powerful Zionists.
    Woodrow Wilson sold America to the Zionist Bankers by creating the Federal Reserve Bank.
    Woodrow Wilson was also one of the architects of the League Of Nations that later changed into the United Nations.
    The United Nations is about to become a gigantic coffin.




    English botanist and environmental campaigner, David Bellamy, was axed by the BBC for telling the truth about the anthropogenic climate change scam.
    Chelsea Clinton Says Banning Sexually Explicit Books From Schools is “Harmful” to Children

    2023 Year in Review Part 6

    2023 Year in Review – What I found on Telegram in April – vax studies not done, sad statistics about the jab, the power of frequency and music, evidence of election fraud

    They never did any fertility studies.

    Out of the 25 women who accidentally got pregnant during the pfizer vaccine trial:
    -15 miscarried.
    -9 babies born, 5 had abnormalities.

    CDC said “Safe and effective” and pushed the shots on pregnant women.





    I LOVE Etheric Music!

    Music is LITERALLY medicine that not only CREATES the Soul, but heals it

    Until our species sits down & addresses this, there really isn’t much I want to hear coming out of these fake politicians’ mouths

    The term, “New Age” was contorted. Kinda like the CIA twisting the tinfoil hat analogy being associated with being a nut job that wears it to stop aliens from reading your thoughts, when in reality, its use originated with using tinfoil as a Faraday Cage to shield the brain / Pineal Gland from harmful Electro-Magnetic radiation

    The man-made harnessed mistake known as Electricity running through our walls isn’t healthy for our brains, cells or the water in our body either.
    The smaller the apartment, the worse it is.

    It wasn’t as bad when lead paint also prevented EM radiation from harming us. Of course, lead paint narratives were ALSO twisted & contorted to hide biological metaphysics. Honestly, who was eating paint chips BEFORE it became an orchestrated massively pushed joke? 🤷‍♂️



    Black FSU professor resigns in disgrace amid allegations he faked data on commonality of racism, had 6 papers retracted


    Documentaries about the Awakening:

    1. 2000 Mules by Dinesh D’Souza (Brand New 2020 Election Fraud Doc) (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/18983)🔥
    2. What is a Woman? (New Documentary by Matt Walsh) (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/20663)🔥
    3. Monopoly: Who Owns The World? (2021) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/15742)🔥
    4. Terrain: The Film Parts 1&2 (Covid-fakery Debates & Corruption exposed) (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/14407)🔥
    5. Out of Shadows (2020) (Documentary on Creepy, MK Ultra Hollywood) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/9876)🔥
    6. Infertility: A Diabolical Agenda (Gates’ Vaccine Testing in Africa) (24-mins) (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/20819)🔥
    7. The Truth About January 6th “Insurrection” (New 45-min Doc) (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/20257)🔥
    8. Samadhi: The Illusion of the Self (Higher Consciousness documentaries—all 3 parts) (Advanced) (2017-21) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/12744)🔥
    9. Cell Phone Spying: Are Our Phones Listening to Us? (6-min Report) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/19647)🔥
    10. Fall of The Cabal Documentary Series (23-parts) (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/13887)🔥
    11. Bill Gates’ Plan to Vaccinate the World (30-min Doc) (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/19960)🔥
    12. The Convex Earth: The Flat Earth Scientific Proof (1.5-hour) (2018) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/20011)🔥
    13. Out of Babylon (New Seminar) by David Lester Straight (Links to All Parts) (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/20986)🔥
    14. Level 1: What is Earth? Perspective (Question Everything) (documentary) (2021) (https://www.bitchute.com/video/4SiTwJSONQk9/)🔥
    15. Level 2: The Next Level (What is Earth?) (Documentary) (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/18638)🔥
    16. Dr. Emoto’s Water Experiment – Positive Energy & Negative Energy are real. Practice it. (6-mins) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/17568)🔥
    17. They Live: The Truth About MK-ULTRA & MK-NAOMI to Present Day Covid (1.5-hr doc) (2021) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/12001)🔥
    18. The Lost History of Earth (New) (fills-in missing gaps in Earth’s History, Pyramids, Architect, etc.) (5-hr Doc) (2021) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/16222)🔥
    19. The Empire of the Three City States: The Global Power Hierarchy that Rules the World (1-hr 15min) (2020) (Powerful) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/13879)🔥
    20. Route 91: Uncovering the Cover-Up of The Las Vegas Mass Shooting (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/15741)🔥
    21. Government/CIA TV brainwashing Proof. MK Ultra, Operation Mockingbird. Creep-central (6-mins) (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bQyMHYgNTa4)🔥
    22. Monsanto: The Most Evil Company in the World (full doc) (1hr 17min) (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/18633)🔥
    23. Killing Russian Culture (27-min doc) (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/20897)🔥
    24. The Plan: The WHO Agenda planning for 10 years of Plandemics (new 30-min doc) (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/18683)🔥
    25. Vibes of Cosmos Documentary: 14 Topics – Episodes (Perspective On Earth & Moon) (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/20843)🔥
    26. Tartaria Explained: The Irish Connection by Mind Unveiled (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/16647)🔥
    27. Unmasked 2030 (full 2-hr doc, banking system to covid-vaxxes, Audio-only works great (2021) (https://www.bitchute.com/video/MbxHfhVExfKg/)🔥
    28. Frequency of Sound Affects & Is Connected to our Body, Mind, Soul & DNA (10-mins) (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0nO48UIzLk8) 🔥
    29. What on Earth Happened? (Ewaranon Missing Earth-History Documentary) (2021) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/12348)🔥
    30. The Secret Empire (Corruption of Power Documentary) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/272)🔥
    31. JFK to 911: Everything’s a Rich Man’s Trick (2015) (History of Power Doc) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/15621)🔥
    32. JFK to 911: Everything’s A Rich Man’s Trick 2: The Sequel (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/17895)
    33. Aware: Glimpses of Consciousness (1hr 40min doc) (2021) (https://t.me/FollowsTheWhiteRabbitChat/72351)🔥
    34. The Story of Plastics (How We Destroy our Earth) (1.5-hr doc) (2020) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/19191)🔥
    35. Elon Musk: The Occulted Family History (27-min doc) (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/18085)🔥
    36. Ring of Power 1: Empire of the City (correcting History Ancient Egypt > 911) (5-hour Doc) (2008) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/19809)🔥
    37. Playboy: Boyplay? (Two 1-hour Episodes) (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/17836)) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/18838)🔥
    38. George Floyd —> BLM Conspiracy Documentary (35-mins) (2021) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/11903)🔥
    39. Watch The Water: Covid Snake Venom Theory Documentary (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/17216)🔥
    40. Stolen History Documentary (Three Parts = 3hr 45mins) (2021) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/19206)🔥
    41. Mask Danger: The Affects of Masks on Health (28-min Doc) (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/14418)🔥
    42. InterReflections by Peter Joseph (2020) (Progressive Society Documentary, what if Free Energy?) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/17069)🔥 (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/17069)
    43. Rockefeller Medicine (2021 Documentary) (Mr. Truthbomb: Death of the Deep State Series) (https://www.bitchute.com/video/R9jn9qEmK1GO/)🔥
    44. Tucker Carlson’s Patriot Purge: Jan 6th “Insurrection” doc (brand new, dropped 10/30/21) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/9521)🔥
    45. Brainwash U: The War on the Mind (Documentary on Hollywood Mind Control) (https://www.bitchute.com/video/simDbIGGXSOn/)🔥
    46. 5G Apocalypse: Extinction Event (5G Doc) (2022) (https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/13762)🔥
    47. House of Numbers: What really happened with HIV/AIDS? (1.5-hr) (New, Full Documentary) (2021) (https://www.bitchute.com/video/2OZL0ziY439H/)
    48. Zeitgeist by Peter Joseph (2008) (Money System Documentary – must watch mins 4-25) (https://youtu.be/b6yVckTi2qs)🔥


    🚨 Fmr. State Dept. Official David Feith Reveals NIH & DoD Funding on Vaccine Research Ultimately Led to the COVID Pandemic

    “The broad theme of the funding…across different parts of our government…was based on a certain theory of pandemic prevention by scooping up these viruses, playing with them in the lab and then trying to design vaccines and therapies”


    🔥 Fmr. DNI John Ratcliffe & Rep. James Comer on Fauci Covering Up the COVID Lab Leak Hypothesis

    “This is a how-to manual in orchestrating a cover-up by using some of the most powerful and influential institutions in our country. If you ask me, this was set in motion by Dr. Fauci to hide U.S. funding of gain-of-function research and dodge accountability for a virus that has killed more than 1 million Americans.”


    In the above video a lady talks about a second secret constitution that we have been living under instead of our original Constitution. It seems that she was killed for telling this information.




    The German Empire helped
    Lenin to hide & go to Russia where this Lenin / Marxist / Communist / Bolshevik Jew started the Red Revolution against the Tsars / Romanov Family & Massacred them & even their little Children



    Here’s the evidence of the election steal. If anybody says there’s no evidence of election fraud, show them this video.




    As Dominion and FOX News continue to lie to the American people, be sure to share this short demonstration of thousands of votes being switched on their system with nothing but a USB drive.


    RFK Jr: “Tony Fauci Knew That Remdesivir Would Kill You”

    “How does it kill you?” he asked. “Kidney failure, heart failure, and all-organ collapse.”

    “All the doctors said. You heard it again and again. ‘We’ve never seen a virus that attacks the kidneys.’ Because it wasn’t the virus; it was the remdesivir.”





    The video above is a video with over 50 “Detransitioners” – over 50 people who change their sex and now are reverting back due to medical complications and changing their mind…

    Look on TikTok for #detransitioner

    This is a growing topic…

    This is a very important video to share around the world so it stops other kids from making the wrong decision….



    This guy nailed it!

    The “college educated” submitted themselves to 4 years of reeducation camp.”

    That’s why our country is divided.
    Not on racial lines.
    But on woke ideology vs freedom ideology.


    David Sacks explains how the woke mind virus began in universities, where it infected the professional class who are currently at the helm of our institutions:

    “It’s downstream of the fact that the universities got taken over a couple of generations ago by the far left. The quid pro quo of our civilization is if you want the economic and social advancement that a college degree grants you, you have to go to one of these schools and submit to voluntary reeducation for four years. You’re basically indoctrinated in this ideology.”

    “If you look at polling data on virtually any socio-cultural issue, the biggest divide in the country is not between race or gender. It’s actually on the single variable of whether you have a college degree or not… There’s a 30-point gap roughly in voting patterns in political affiliation based on whether you are professional class or working class.”

    “This explains a huge amount of the sense of conflict and division in our society. Two-thirds of the country is working class. Only one-third of the country is professional class. The professional class holds beliefs and values that are at odds with the working class… So you have a democracy in which most of the people don’t agree with the agenda that’s being foisted on them by their institutions.”

    “You have to wonder if we had a completely fair and level playing field, if big tech wasn’t engaging in censorship on behalf of the elite, and the media wasn’t constantly covering for the elite. You’d have to think that maybe these elections go a little differently.”


    2023 Year in Review – Part 5


    2023 Year in Review – What I found in April on Telegram Lots of stuff about Ukraine, J6, Transgender Ideology, What REALLY happened to Qaddafi, C-vid Vax



    Finally got my hands on an English translated version of the full brief from Russian Military, shout out to Yeeun Min.

    Now this is a translation of the dialogue from Igor Kirillov, and I don’t speak Russian myself so I can’t confirm it, but you can find it attached at to this post.

    You need to read the ENTIRE thing, it’s not that long, but the big points are:

    -Biological Threat Reduction Program were creating and trafficking biological weapons

    -Special Russian Military Operation revealed biological weapons via pathogens, and they confiscated drones equipped with 30 Litre aerosol containers for spraying pathogens. Not only is that creating the pathogen, but they created a vessel to use as a weapon.

    -The Biological weapons as well as Pharmaceutical activities were all held in Ukraine, and the ideologues behind the scheme are the ruling families of the DNC.

    -Not only are AMERICANS conducting this kind of research, but so are Germany and Poland.

    -Dissemination of pathogens on Ukraine was done so on their civilians, in the form of disseminating biological material by handing out counterfeit money contaminated with pathogens.

    -Russia finds evidence of Pentagon inhumane experimentation on psychiatric patients in Ukraine.

    -Veterinary laboratories like in Mariupol were being used as stash houses for pathogens to circumvent oversight.

    -US shipped mass amounts of biological protective gear to Ukraine, proving their knowledge of bio activity.

    -The US DNC was facilitating an OFFENSIVE biological weapons program.

    -Russia claims they put an end to all criminal experimentation on civilians (think Nuremberg).

    You guys, there is so much here. Please read it.


    • ☦️❗️Kiev arrests head of the Ukrainian orthodox church – Kiev Pechersk Lavra – for two monthsJewish president of Ukraine have gone completely mad.
    • Libya’s plan of creating a ‘Golden Dinar’ was probably one of the main reason for the West to invade Libya and kill its leader Muammar GaddafiHillary Clinton’s leaked emails revealed that NATO’s goal in destroying Libya was to stop Gaddafi from uniting Africa and launching the African Golden Dinar”When Gadafi said… this is our continent, our banks, our currency. We seek independence. This was the last straw.”

    A little history lesson
    for all Russophobes and
    Ukraine-understanders❕🇷🇺 – 🇺🇦

    🔹The Russian allows the abolition of the demarcation line between East – and West Germany and dissolves the “Warsaw Pact”, withdraws its troops from Eastern Europe and relies on the verbal promise of Hans-Dietrich Genscher (former Vice Chancellor of the Federal Republic of Germany and James Baker (former Secretary of State of the USA) in February 1990 that the former “Warsaw Pact” members will not join NATO, so there will be NO NATO – eastward expansion.

    🔹The American troops remain stationed in Germany.
    By 2004 then almost all “Warsaw Pact” members have joined NATO.

    🇷🇺 The Russian remains calm

    🔹Putin makes an offer to the West in the German Bundestag (in fluent German) for a close partnership to overcome the divisions of the past.

    🔹All members of the Bundestag applaud enthusiastically …
    The American forbids it.
    There is a buffer between NATO and Russia with Belarus, Ukraine and the 3 Baltic states.

    🇷🇺 The Russian remains calm❕

    🔹The Baltic states become members of NATO.

    🔹A first violation of the buffer zone.

    🇷🇺 The Russian remains calm❕

    🔹the West sweeps Ukraine’s Russia-friendly government out of office and installs a U.S.-friendly government.
    (Which has since been admitted even by the Americans).

    🔹At the same moment, the USA, first of all Hunter Biden (the son of the aged and semi-senile American President Joe Biden), starts to infiltrate Monsanto, Black Water and US military advisors into Ukraine, holding out the prospect of NATO membership.
    At the same time Hunter Biden gets into the Ukrainian gas – business.

    🔹The second violation of the buffer zone took place.

    🇷🇺 The Russian remains calm❕

    🔹Coerced by the US coup (the Russians had stationed their entire Black Sea Fleet in Sevastopol, Crimea), there was a peaceful occupation of Crimea.

    🔹Contrary to all other accounts, not a single shot was fired, no one was killed.
    Except for a few Crimean Tatars, to this day 90 percent of the Crimean – inhabitants have agreed with this action.

    🇷🇺 The Russian remains calm❕

    2014 – 2022
    🔹Ukraine consistently shells Luhansk and Donetsk with the Free Azov Brigades (swastika worshippers).

    🔹Many Russians die, including Russian children.

    🔹Ukraine has stopped paying pensions to these areas since 2014.

    🔹The money tap is turned off. Food supply to these territories is provided exclusively by Russia.

    🔹None of this is mentioned in the media.

    🇷🇺 The Russian remains calm❕

    🔹Following the example of 2014 in Ukraine, the West is now trying to overthrow the government in Belarus, which fails, but it was the third attack on the buffer zone between NATO and Russia.

    🇷🇺 The Russian remains calm❕

    2022 (until 24.02.22)
    🔹Putin demands a final guarantee that Ukraine will not become a member of NATO and that Donetsk and Lugansk will be allowed to largely govern themselves on Ukraine’s territory.

    🇺🇸 This is rejected by the U.S.❗️

    2022 (from 24.02.2022)
    🔹The Russian invades Ukraine❕🇺🇦
    🔹To end the war, Putin demands
    – a guarantee of neutrality and
    – A demilitarization of Ukraine,
    – a recognition of Donetsk and Lugansk as people’s republics
    – recognition of Crimea as Russian territory
    – a denazification of Ukraine

    🇺🇸 This is rejected by the U.S.❗️

    This should give pause for thought to all those who mindlessly parrot the lies or half-truths of the German, European and American DS FAKENEWS media …

    Watch and connect the dots >>>>



    🔥 Fascism: A History / 2021




    • What these economists don’t see is that
      THERE DOES NOT HAVE TO BE ONE DOMINANT WORLD CURRENCY.Each nation can simply be free to trade using their own currency, as the BRICS nations are doing…
    • On this day 13 years ago, Julian Assange released a video testifying to American war crimes in Iraq.In the video, US troops fire on Iraqi civilians. Journalists Said Chmag and Namir Nur-Eldin were shot dead from an Apache helicopter. Several other civilians are killed to the chuckles of the US military.Now Assange faces up to 175 years in prison for this publication.  IMG_1913
    • DEEP STATE – WAKE UP FACTSWho is Deep State – Cabal – Illuminati – Elite?How can this have happened?
      Why didn’t we see this before?Historical context
      It is beyond the scope of this summation to summarize the Mediterranean area and the Near East up to the fall of the Western Roman Empire in AD 476.
      But this is how far back this all goes……The Assyrian Empire, Phoenician Empire, and Babylonian Empire are famed examples of the numerous ancient polities recorded by historians.The Roman Empire displays aspects of sovereign power structures that are broadly common to ancient and contemporary global power hierarchies.The Emperor was the ruler of the Roman Empire. Late period Roman Emperors held other titles such as Caesar and Pontifex Maximus.These titles share similarities with the Pope and British Sovereign. Queen Elizabeth 11 was the head of the modern Commonwealth Empire.Her office was the authority that approves the Head of the Church of England, also known as the Archbishop of Canterbury.

      By constitutional authority, this office dismiss elected British Governments. Its overseas representatives, Governor Generals, dismiss the elected governments in sovereign modern-day nation-states such as Australia and Canada.

      Modern context
      With rare exception, sitting Heads of State of influential modern-day nations do not publicly admit that a Deep State apparatus rules over their sovereign land.

      No credible global power structure has publicly claimed to be the Deep State or a component of such an apparatus.
      It was difficult to prove with adequate evidence that a contemporary Deep State ultimate power reins. If any such body exists, it would not want its structure to be public knowledge.

      Such admission would be confirming that the congress or parliament of multiple nation-states is a rubber stamp façade that has no true power as it answers to a higher authority.

      This situation contradicts the Doctrine of Parliamentary Sovereignty that exists in most Western countries.
      According to this Doctrine, the elected congress is the highest authority in the land.
      It was all false evil illusion.

      We the Critical-thinking researchers have used information to conduct our own research to further share knowledge to reveal the Deep State and the structures that this entity exhibits within all of our own nations, global regions and world order.

      The Deep State has aggressively concealed the masterplan of its heinous agenda.

      The ratio of ‘We the People’ is around 100,000:1 (0.001%) in Western nations.

      Few people supported to have any role in crimes against humanity if they understood the masterplan.

      The major way that the Deep State executes its sadistic agenda is by hiding the true roles that lower ranking public and private sector employees, i.e. pawns, contribute to their overall schemes. This grand agenda is shared only with those who need to know. Others are told the bare amount of information required to contribute to the masterplan.
      Sharing minimal details with pawns is known as ‘compartmentalization’.

      Figures attached are generic illustrations of this principle.

      Lower rankings did not know that some sealed coffins flown home on military aircraft are loaded with Afghan opium for Deep Statists.

      Missionary nurses did not know that ‘life-saving’ vaccines they compassionately inject into Africans are deliberately loaded with HIV.

      Deep State criminals aimed to depopulate and financially rape resource rich Africa.

      Deep State criminals aimed to depopulate and financially rape rich America.

      Deep State criminals aimed to depopulate and financially rape rich Australia.

      Deep State criminals aimed to depopulate and financially rape rich Asia.

      Deep State criminals aimed to depopulate and control the whole world.


      A repeat theme in Deep State diagrams shows citizens at the bottom of the hierarchy, based on socio-economic status.

      It was the aim to keep this bottom hierarchy; we the people, a sleep.

      They considered humanity as sheep slaves.

    • Americans have been watching a massive, controlled Military Operation who strategically and critically planned and successfully trapped the Washington Establishment… Made them all confess their crimes and play a role in this operation piece by piece… as Americans have had to visually see and witness a ‘Continuation of Government’ in the form of a “Presidential Administration” where these corrupt and evil people will, have, and will continue to destroy their system from within, spend all of their dirty money doing so, until it’s time for the Military to visually step in.The timelines all add up and prove the Military Operation and Occupancy:1.     Snake Poem read by candidate Donald Trump – January 20162.     2016 Presidential Election – November 20163.     President Elect Trump and Putin on Fox News = “ready for ‘reset’… I will work with Trump” – November 9, 20164.     Law of War Manual (Military Occupancy and Negotiations etc.) – December 20165.     Military Justice Act (Supreme Court clarifying Military Law is separate than Civil Law; heavy emphasis on Military Tribunal terms) – 2016
      6.     Military stands behind CIC Trump (Military Intelligence and JAG head bands; Optics) at Inauguration – January 20177.     Saudi Arabia crowns Trump King – May 20178.     Declares Jerusalem Capitol of Israel – December 2017

      9.     Executive Order 13818 – Declares National Emergency to deal with Human Rights Abuse – December 2017

      10. CIC Trump walks in front of Queen – July 14, 2018

      11. Putin hands CIC Trump soccer ball (“the ball is in your court”; did not participate in 2022 World Cup) – July 16, 2018

      12. Executive Order 13848 – September 2018

      13. CIC Trump makes history; walks into North Korea – June 2019

      14. National Quantum Initiative – Executive Order 13885 – August 2019

      15. Space Force established as Military Branch – December 2019

      16. Corona Sars Virus first mentioned to American Public as a Threat from China – February 2020

      17. Two more National Emergencies Declared –
      March 13 and 27, 2020

      18. Executive Order 13912 Federalizing 1,000,000 National Guard to Active-Duty Status – March 27, 2020

      19. CIC Trump quote on attack worse than Pearl Harbor and 9/11 combined – May 2020

      20. National Guard Troops place fence around Capitol Building (47 US Code 606) – January 2021

      21. CIC Trump receives full grade Constitutional by Law and Military Grade Inauguration ceremony – January 20, 2021

      22. “Joe Biden” breaks 20th Amendment amongst many other violations – January 20, 2021

      23. Aircrafts constantly over and through 33 mile no fly zone radius D.C. – January 2021 to present day

      24. “Biden” extends Executive Order 13848 (first time) – September 2021

      25. Quantum.gov launched – September 2021

      26. New York Times reports Military Tribunals coming mid-2023 – December 2021

      27. Army and branches transfer all communications to Space Force under ONE command (Biden’s never mentioned the Space Force not once; zero News Articles with his name tied to Space Force) – August 2022

      28. Major Optics and Comms in CIC Trump speech – November 15, 2022

      29. More News Articles establishing Space Force Command Centers with zero mention of Biden – December 2022

      Those few timelines and timestamps do nothing but prove a Military Operation and Occupancy along with many more Laws, Codes, Orders, Statutes, Acts, Optics, and Comms.

      The National Guard has been out of their state militia status and operating as Active-Duty Status every day since they were Federalized in March 2020.

      As DJ states, there’s MORE than enough documentation and ‘proof’ to show not only the National Guard, but also thousands of World Alliance Aircraft in and out of the United States and National Guard bases.

      There’s United States Coast Guard with United States Navy at their stations. USCG is Department of Homeland Security during Peacetime and transferred to the Department of the Navy during Wartime.

      The Brunson vs. Adams case simply states the obvious… Congress violated the Constitution.

    • 17 militaries
      4 BeastsWhat does the number 17 represent?In the Bible the number 17 symbolizes “overcoming the enemy” and “complete victory.”God overcame the sins of rebellious humans when he began to flood the earth through rain on the 17th of the second Hebrew month.Noah’s ark and its eight passengers rested on the mountains of Ararat on the 17th of the seventh month (right in the middle of God’s annual Holy period known as the Feast of Tabernacles).Jesus Christ gained a complete victory over death and the grave when God resurrected him near sunset on Nisan 17 (Saturday, April 8, 30 A.D.).In the book of 1Corinthians the thirteenth chapter, the seventeenth mention of the word ‘love’ comes when the apostle Paul states that it is the greatest gift of all (1Corinthians 13:13). God’s unending love (John 3:16) is truly victorious over all things. Those who stay faithful to God to the end of their lives will gain the victory over the grave when they are miraculously brought back to life (see 1Corinthians 15).Daniel,s beasts have seven heads and ten horns, for a total number of 17. They represent world-ruling powers from Daniel’s time to the Second Coming of Jesus.The devil’s end-time system (Revelation 13) will have seven heads and ten horns, which totals 17.

      17 Militaries (Elite Forces)
      Australia , France, Germany , Poland, Romania, Spain, Holland, Switzerland, Norway, Finland, Sweden, Russia, Denmark, Croatia, Canada, N. Korea, and USA

      Daniel 7:17 (4 Beasts)

      • USA, Can, Aus. Combo of Lion and Eagle.

      • Russia – Bear.

      • Leopard with 4 heads and wings.
      Germany and other Euro nations.

      • Beast with Iron teeth and 10 horns – North Korea

      17 is the letter Q in the alphabet.

      Q is the plan to save the world. https://youtu.be/hEj1M5_VTc0

    • Roman Balmakov breaks down 32 climate predictions that were proven to be false.


    • Despite the hysterical assertions of climate grifters, CO2 is not a “pollutant”, but the gas of life. Without CO2, all life on Planet Earth would die, as explained by the co-founder of Greenpeace, Patrick Moore.
      1. Cash App Creator Murdered (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53765)
      2. Protesters took BlackRock (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53793)
      3. Saudis Oil Production Cut (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53628)
      4 Indias trade policy goes Rupee (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53623)
      5. Malaysia Ditching Dollar (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53671)
      6. Chinas Yuan replaces US Dollar as most traded currency in Russia (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53624)
      7. Trump China Displacing US Dollar (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53785)
      8. Silent Bank Run (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53838)
      9. The Gold Standard (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53783)• BIDEN & THE SWAMP
      1. Banning Lightbulbs (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53762)
      2. China balloon gathered US military Intel to Beijing (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53625)
      3. Joe Biden classified documents in China Town (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53751)
      4. Hogan Fugitive Staffer Shot Dead (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53665)
      5. More money to Ukraine (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53672)
      6. Mike Pompeo in Ukraine (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53756)
      7. Ukraine to join NATO (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53760)
      8. US halting Ukraine NATO membership (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53802)
      9. Leaked NATO Data (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53848) (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53849)
      10. Robin Comey Police Footage (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53807)
      11. Cindy McCain: Everyone knew what Epstein was doing (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53836)
      12. Subpoenas Biden bank accounts (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53840)
      13. Florida SCOTUS Biden is trafficking children (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53842)
      14. Soros visited WH 14 Times (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53863)• Coca-Cola: Cocain (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53638)“DISASTERS” & “COINCIDENCES”
      • Montana Train Derailment (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53612)
      • Iowa Train Derailment (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53835)
      • LA Ports Shut Down
      • Pennsylvania Train Derailment
      https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53870• ELON MUSK & TWITTER
      1. Upside Down Pyramid (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53617)
      2. Doge Dog new Twitter Symbol (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53635)
      3. Doge Dog CEO (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53636)
      4. NYT Loses Verification & Elon Trolls (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53647)
      5. Elon “if Dems had a Time Machine (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53789)”• Kevin McCarthy: Hosts Taiwanese President in California (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53777)• RON DESANCTIMONIOUS
      1. MAGA AD- Think you know Ron (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53649)?
      2. Signs Constitutional Carry (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53650)
      3. Thomas Massie endorses Ron (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53772)• SAVE THE CHILDREN & OUR SANITY
      1. Bud Light Trans Spokesperson (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53656)
      2. Drag is Holy (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53634)? 🤦🏻‍♂️
      3. Adults get Naked FOR KIDS (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53826)
      4. CMT Went Trans (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53655)
      5. Canada 100ft Barrier drag shows (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53770)
      6. Trans planned Mass shootings, targeting Trump (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53813)
      7. Trans barred from women’s bicycling competition (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53864)
      8. MD Church 600 Children Abused (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53776)
      9. MD Center for Early Learning abusing children (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53859)
      10. SCOTUS won’t ban Trans athletes WV (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53809)
      11. Federal Judge bans abortion pill (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53849)
      — DC judge contradicts ruling (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53856)
      12. Education Department- Hello Title IX (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53822)• Texas: Gov Abbott Pardons Daniel Perry

      1. Leftist Janet wins (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53753)
      2. Election Bribery Scheme (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53754)



      • Australia: AstraZeneca quietly pulled (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53668)

      • Fauci: There will be another pandemic (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53795)

      • France: Vaccinating Chickens (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53847)

      • Germany: Jab Injury Hotline Overloaded (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53669)


      🐸🐸 ELECTIONS🐸🐸

      • ACT BLUE & OMG
      1. Texas Donation Anomalies (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53818)
      2. California Donation Anomalies (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53820)
      3. Fires 17% of workforce (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53786)
      4. Step by Step Instructions how to look up Your Own Donation Data (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53819)

      • Bolsonaro: Witch hunt (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53780)

      • DiCaprio: Obama Illegal election influence operation (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53782)

      • ERIC: Founder of Software resigns (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53800)

      • Fox News: Testify Dominion in Case (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53781)

      • South Carolina: Dem changes to Republican (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53768)

      • RFK: Is Running for President (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53778)
      —— His wife is a red flag (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53814)

      🐸🐸SOME FEEL GOOD🐸🐸

      • Gimme Kiss (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53621)


      • TRUMP NEWS:
      1. Misspellings Matter – [M] RC (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53827)
      2. They’re blaming Trump for Afghanistan (https://rumble.com/v2gnaak-theyre-blaming-trump-for-the-poorly-executed-afghanistan-withdrawal-and-the.html)
      3. Trump on Tucker Carlson April 11 (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53817)
      4. Trump will Headline NRA Conference (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53787)
      5. Gag Order on Trump (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53614)?
      6. Judge conflict of interest (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53774)
      7. Detailed arraignment schedule (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53619)
      8. Bragg Leaked, Mispellings Matter (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53653)
      9. Trump faces 33 or 34 Charges (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53657)?
      10. Jack Smith Name Change? (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53666)
      11. Crackhead Barney Paid Protester (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53678)
      12. Trump Pleads Not Guilty (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53682)
      13. Stormy owes Trump more money (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53684)
      14. Elon Musk to Chuck Schumer (https://t.me/candlesinthenight/53686)
      15. Chuck Grassley Boomerang


    • [ DS][THEY] are weaponizing LEAKS against the U.S. citizens and corporations that do not comply with the Globalist AGENDA.
      > The current leaks ( and more coming<) are connected to the RESTRICT Act they are trying to put in place. >>If the restrict act was in place during the recent LEAKS.. Then [DS] government could stop TWITTER/ TELEGRAM and shut them down as a Danger to National Defense and National Security LAWS through the Restrict ACT./

    _I had dropped several times info that CLASSIFIED DOCS. Data were going to hit the internet and nobody could stop the LEAKS. … especially with the new ( white HATS) A.I. systems delivering the info across the world and jumping over [ DS] A I. System walls//// _

    As the DEEP STATE try everything to take control of the Narration of the Ukraine WAR and PLANDEMIC the walls are closing in and LEAKS are COMING< and they are trying to stop the oncoming FLOODS < _ Fortunately Cheyenne MNT. USSF > TRUMP +. // musk Sats have been deployed and several agencies across the Globe have SATS that are connected to Cheyenne mountain CONTROL< //)) Everything happening now.. Needs to happen as we continue a HARD journey through the Near death _EVENTS coming to stages of the Storm Ops./// Trump being indicted during the week leading up to Easter / RESURRECTION/// was not a mistake… But holds a significant> MEANING< _Remember Trumps ARREST leads to > [SOROS] [ ROCKEFELLERS] [ OBAMA] [ ECT]////…….
    Don’t fall apart in the next few months.. As things get Super intense > RUSSIA. CHINA. U.S.
    The QFS one year beta test run is complete< And running at pace* ( This means the deep State does not control the world financial system anymore and a controlled COLLAPSE is happening………. Don’t worry when you here of the U.S. becoming broke and losing super world powers and being laughed by BRICS nations……. >>>> THE PLANS TO> MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN…. Is not a slogan//////// The WORLDS BIGGEST GOLD RESERVE IS INSIDE THE UNITED STATES AND KEPT IN SAFETY SINCE 2017……//// )

    Mountains < are important.
    Locked up

    Have FAITH.


    • Pfizer Report 65: 1,002 Individuals Suffered Anaphylaxis Within the First 90 Days

    • 79% of cases marked as “serious”
    • 89% were female
    • Nine of the 1,002 died

    Pfizer’s Conclusion: “Evaluation … did not reveal any significant new safety information.”

    Read the full report here: https://dailyclout.io/report-65-in-the-first-three-months-of-pfizers-mrna-vaccine-rollout-nine-patients-died-of-anaphylaxis/

    Elon musk says this is the biggest problem facing humanity.
    I agree.
    And it was by design.

    • I was threatened, and thrown out of a doctors office in my community for investigating exactly this topic.
      Good to see we have now proven it out.

      —> The Greatest Crime Ever Committed in World History <—

      A Reckoning is coming the likes of which has never been seen on Earth before.
      One step at a time Patriots.

      Justice might move slowly, but the Judgment will be FINAL.
      Evil tried to Murder Humanity. It is now Evil itself, that will be put to death.

    Living Books for American History

    American History Living Books


    Native American


    Walk the World’s Rim by Betty Baker


    Om-Kas-Toe by Kenneth Thomasma




    Pocahontas and the Strangers by Clyde Robert Bulla




    The Keepers of the Ring series by Angela Elwell Hunt

    This Dear-Bought Land by Jean Lee Latham




    Picture Books


    Squanto and the Miracle of Thanksgiving by Eric Metaxas


    Squanto’s Journey: The Story of the First Thanksgiving by Joseph Bruchac


    Thunder from the Clear Sky by Marcia Sewall


    Easy Reader


    Squanto: Friend of the Pilgrims by Clyde Robert Bulla


    Pilgrim Voices: Our First Year in the New World by Connie Roop (expensive on Amazon)


    The Story of the Pilgrims for Children by Roland Usher




    Pilgrim Stories by Margaret Pumphrey




    The House of Winslow series by Gilbert Morris




    The Courtship of Miles Standish by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow




    Declaration of Independence American Revolution

    American Revolution


    Picture Books


    George Washington by Ingri and Edgar D’Aulaire


    We the People: The Story of Our Constitution by Lynne Cheney



    Easy Reader


    They Called Her Molly Pitcher by Anne Rockwell


    Phoebe the Spy by Judith Berry Griffin


    When Washington Crossed the Delaware by Lynne Cheney



    Johnny Tremain by Esther Forbes


    Great Battles for Boys The American Revolution by Joe Giorello


    True to the Old Flag: A Tale of the American War of Independence by G. A. Henty (from the British perspective)


    The Crossing: How George Washington Saved the American Revolution by Jim Murphy


    Woods Runner by Gary Paulsen (audiobook)

    Woods Runner by Gary Paulsen (paperback)


    Washington at Valley Forge by Russell Freedman


    George Washington’s Secret Six: The Spy Ring That Saved America by Brian Kilmeade


    Colonial Life


    Picture Books


    Ben and Me: An Astonishing Life of Benjamin Franklin by His Good Mouse Amos by Robert Lawson


    How We Crossed the West: The Adventures of Lewis and Clark by Rosalyn Schanzer


    Ox-cart Man by Donald Hall


    Easy Reader


    Charlie’s House by Clyde Robert Bulla




    The Jefferson Lies by David Barton and Wallbuilders – Advanced


    Thomas Jefferson’s America: Stories of the Founding Fathers by Jim Weiss – audiobook


    Thomas Jefferson and the Tripoli Pirates: The War That Changed American History by Brian Kilmeade 


    Streams to the River, River to the Sea: A Novel of Sacagawea by Scott O’Dell – Lewis and Clark Expedition


    The Witch of Blackbird Pond by Elizabeth George Speare


    Justin Morgan Had a Horse by Marguerite Henry


    Amos Fortune, Free Man by Elizabeth Yates


    Carry On, Mr. Bowditch by Jean Lee Latham



    Easy Reader


    Daniel’s Duck by Clyde Robert Bulla


    Riding the Pony Express by Clyde Robert Bulla


    Wagon Wheels by Barbara Brenner




    Caddie Woodlawn by Carol Ryrie Brink


    Young Pioneers by Rose Wilder Lane (daughter of Laura Ingalls Wilder)


    The Sign of the Beaver by Elizabeth George Speare


    Tree in the Trail by Holling C. Holling


    Moccasin Trail by Eloise Jarvis McGraw

    Story of the Oregon Trail (Part of the Cornerstones of Freedom Series)
    by R. Conrad Stein


    Inside the Alamo by Jim Murphy


    I Remember the Alamo by D. Anne Love


    California Gold Rush


    By the Great Horn Spoon by Sid Fleischman


    The Ballad of Lucy Whipple by Karen Cushman


    Riding Freedom by Pam Munoz Ryan

    Civil War


    Picture Books


    Henry’s Freedom Box by Ellen Levine


    Nurse, Soldier, Spy: the Story of Sarah Edmonds, a Civil War Hero by Marissa Moss




    Cry of Courage (Between Two Flags series) by Lee Roddy


    Across Five Aprils by Irene Hunt


    Caddie Woodlawn by Carol Ryrie Brink


    Roll of Thunder Hear My Cry by Mildred D. Taylor


    Shades of Gray by Carolyn Reeder


    With Lee in Virginia A Story of the American Civil War by G. A. Henty


    And for some good British Adventure books


    Horatio Hornblower series – Mr. Midshipman Hornblower is the first one


    Tarzan by Edgar Rice Burroughs


    The Coral Island and other adventure books by R. M. Ballantyne


    G.A. Henty – he wrote adventures about places all over the world


    This New Year Will Change Everything!

    Warm January Greetings Safe Haven Family!

    I hope this newsletter finds you well. I hope it warms your heart to know that Someone is thinking of you. You are always on His mind. Never forget that.

    If you are struggling this winter season, think about the verses in the Bible that talk about how He takes care of the sparrow and the lilies of the field. He will meet your every need. You are important to Him. Read Luke 12:22-34 to build your faith.

    Back in 2005 our family experienced God’s miraculous provision over and over again.

    I wrote about the first part in this blog post.

    The day came when we knew that the bank had us in foreclosure. We prayed that God would keep us in our house. We had marched around our property praying and giving it to God. We tried to sell the house since we couldn’t keep up mortgage payments, but it wouldn’t sell. We didn’t know what God was doing! We didn’t try to make plans for a place to go because we thought that would show a lack of faith.

    We just prayed that God would do something miraculous when they came to make us leave our house. Well, He did, but it wasn’t what we were expecting – at all.

    On Feb. 22, 2005 we all gathered in the living room to pray. The little ones were still in bed asleep. The twins were only 1 year old. Morgan was 4. The knock came at the door. Gary answered the door and let the sheriff in. Two other men followed him in. They looked around the room in amazement at all of us calmly sitting in the living room – Shawn, Katie, Patrick, Anna and Kelsey and me. They asked what we were doing, and Gary told them we were praying. They kind of looked at each other and shook their heads. Gary said he would go wake the other children. One of the men followed him to the kids’ bedroom. The sheriff asked me if we had somewhere to go and I told him no. He asked if we had family in the area, and I said we did, but we couldn’t go to live with them. He seemed perplexed. So was I. Where was God? Where was that miracle we were looking for?

    The guy who followed Gary into the bedroom came out and conversed with the sheriff. They went outside to talk. Then they came back in and called me and Gary to talk with them privately in our bedroom. The guy’s name was Tony. He was from MERS. They were the mortgage people. He told us that he had made some phone calls and told them what he found. They agreed to let us stay in the house one more week if we promised to pack up and be ready to leave the house in that time. We agreed. Then he asked the sheriff to leave so he could speak to us privately. He asked us if we had any food. We had just run out of food that morning. For the first time during the whole 4 years, we didn’t have cereal or milk or the makings for a meal. I told him that. 

    He nodded and said, “I thought so.” He and the other guy (who we found out was a realtor that was going to handle selling the house for the mortgage company) put money together and gave us $500! And then Tony told us to give him a grocery list and he would go buy us groceries. And then he took an order from us and went to McDonald’s and doubled everything we ordered and brought it to us. He went to the grocery store and got us twice the stuff we had put on the grocery list, too. He said that in the future it could be him in this situation and he was showing mercy in hopes that he would be shown mercy if it ever happened to him. We were so grateful and shocked at everything he was doing. We sang some songs for him. He couldn’t believe us. He took Gary aside and remarked about how calm we all were and how well-mannered all of the children were. He asked how we did it. Gary told him we were just believing God to take care of us, and we prayed all the time, and we were trying to obey Him. Tony was blown away by the whole thing.

    We spent that week packing halfheartedly. I still didn’t believe that God would let us lose our house. I thought He was going to rush in with some kind of miracle that would let us keep our house. I took some special things that I didn’t want to lose over to Mom’s house, but I didn’t tell her why. I didn’t want to upset her, and I didn’t want anybody to hurt my faith.


    The next Saturday was Mar. 1, 2005. They came with movers and moving trucks and started loading up our stuff. There was still a lot to pack, so they had to do it for us. Tony told me I had to leave and take the kids, but Gary could stay and help pack. I got the kids loaded in the van, then sat there. I had no place to go. That’s when it hit me that we were really going to have to find somewhere else to live and that our house was no longer ours. But I still didn’t know where to go, so I just sat there. Finally, my friend Gina who had been helping me pack told me to come to her house. I followed her then went into her tiny house and sat, not knowing what to do. She called a few friends and asked if they knew of any place for rent, but nobody did. She made a decision and told me that we could stay at her house. I couldn’t believe it or see that it was possible. She said that she would pay for a hotel for us for 2 nights and she and her daughter would clear out 2 bedrooms for us and we could just stay there until we found something else.

    Meanwhile, back at the house that was no longer ours, Tony was doing some more amazing things to help us. He told Gary to find a local storage facility to take our stuff to so that we could actually get to it instead of the movers taking it to some warehouse where we could never get to it and would never see it again. Gary found out where a storage place was, and Tony had the movers put our stuff in two storage units there. Then Tony paid the first month’s storage!

    He talked to Gary about programs that would help us find a place to live and help him find a job, but we didn’t feel that we were supposed to go that route, so we politely turned down any of those offers.

    I know now that I should have been standing on the Word and saying it and believing it instead of just hoping that it was true, but really doubting in my heart. I should have saturated myself in faith teaching and saying the Word over and over again, but I wasn’t convinced in my heart.

    God had to take us through a lot to build true faith in my heart. In the process, He built up my kids’ faith so that they trust God for everything. My prayers for my children that they would believe in Him, know Him and love Him with all their hearts have been answered. It was a difficult journey, but the results have been very good.

    Gary and I are still recovering from the shock. But there’s no denying that God took good care of us through the whole ordeal. We never went hungry, and we always had a roof over our heads. Even in Arizona, Colorado and Missouri, where we didn’t know a soul and we didn’t have any money.

    I tell this story in the hopes that someone who is facing foreclosure or something similar will be encouraged to trust God and know that no matter what happens, God will take care of you. He takes us where we are and makes all things work together for our good even if we’re not to the point where we can use our faith like some people do.


    Our story isn’t over. I believe with all of my heart that God has great things in store for us. I believe He will give us a house and land debt-free. I’m saying these things out loud now. I really believe them now.

    I hope this story encourages you. You can trust God in any situation. He will take care of you. He took care of us along with our 8 young children.

    If you want to read more about the many miracles God did for us after we left our house, you can find the rest of that story in my book Refined By Fire on Amazon.

    Read to the end of the book and see how God surprised us with a large sum of money after a long time of financial struggle and hardship. We had been expecting God to do something big for us, and when He did, it shocked me!

    The way that things are changing in the economy and the exposure that is happening, I believe that great things are on the way. The old is passing away, the new is coming. Be ready for some good changes to happen. And get ready to learn the truth about things that have been hidden from us for decades. We have been lied to, but the truth is coming out!

    If you know someone who is struggling with thoughts of suicide make sure you tell them about this site that is set up to bring them healing in their minds and souls. CallUs4Help.Live has videos and audios and instructions for how to stop a panic attack, along with encouraging words by Theresa Griffith about how God sees you.
    There is also a list of crisis hotlines they can call.

    Here’s a good way to start the new year: The 31-Day Wisdom Challenge with Pedro Adao and amazing speakers every day in January. It’s free! I’ve participated in it every year and it really gets me into the Word, especially the book of Proverbs. I think it’s the best way to start a new year getting a big dose of wisdom from the book of Proverbs!

    ~~~~~Family Corner~~~~~

    Our family is entering Birthday Season. My son Morgan’s birthday is today, Dec. 31st. Then my oldest son, Shawn, will have a birthday on Jan. 5. Then Emma’s birthday is Jan. 8th. Then the twins, Garrett and Fiona, have their birthday on Jan. 10th. We just leave the tree up until the middle of January so we can put their birthday presents under it.

    Even though we are in a less-than-ideal situation having to live with family and the “kids” having to live in a basement, we are making the best of it. We got a teeny tiny Christmas tree and Morgan and Garrett got gifts for everyone since they have jobs and money. Gary got a job that will start in the middle of January. That will help. But we’re believing for something far greater in the near future – for all of us!

    ~~~~~~Homeschool Corner~~~~~

    How to Get Your Kids to Do Their Work Without a Fight
    It starts with relationship. We need to build relationship with each of our children. We need to spend time with each one getting to know them. We need to win their hearts, tie heartstrings, through the way we treat them, the things we do for them, the things we do with them, etc. We need to make sure they know how much we love them.

    Then from there, we can lead them to the Lord. If they see us as kind, loving parents, they will be more likely to see God that way. As they grow in maturity and in their personal relationship with God, they will desire to please Him, and that will transfer over to pleasing their parents. We teach them what the Bible says about how children can please God. Children, obey your parents. Honor your father and mother. We teach them the commandments, and their behavior and attitudes start to line up with the Word of God.

    This leads to our children wanting to obey, for this is right. So when we ask them to do their schoolwork, they are more willing to do it, out of obedience.

    Now, we need to do our best to make the work as pleasant as possible and make sure that what we’re requiring of them is truly beneficial to them. We should not give them busywork. We should not load them down with more work than they are really capable of doing. We should think about how we would feel if we had the assignment that we are giving to our child. We should focus on real-life learning.

    We should make sure the skills are taught when they are ready to learn them. We should make learning a lifestyle so that it is natural and not forced.

    Homeschooling shouldn’t be difficult or tedious. Make learning an adventure. Get excited about the topics that your children are exploring. Find out what they’re interested in and provide materials and resources for them to go deep into the topic.

    If they are studying and reporting on a topic that really interests and excites them, they are not going to fight you about doing it.
    So build a strong relationship with your kids and make learning an adventure, and you will not have to fight your kids to get them to do their schoolwork.

    This is from a blog post  and also posted here on Facebook.

    For more content like this join my Facebook Challenge group called Homeschooling Can Be Fun Challenge.

    And for a Facebook group that helps you make your homeschool more fun, join us here.

    For a conference that was chockfull of great speakers about homeschooling high school, check out the Intentional Homeschool Planning Conference 2023.
    It was an amazing conference with topics like choosing curriculum, preparing for college, time management for teens, building relationships with your teens, mental health, scheduling, entrepreneurship, and so much more.

    And if you would like to fellowship with like-minded women who love to read and are seeking to be the best we can be, join us in the Christian Moms Book Club.

    I pray that you have a Blessed New Year that is the Best Year of your life.

    Penney Douglas, B. S. in Elem. Ed.
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